Standing Still

Physical and emotional pain consume me,

Depression becomes my new companion.

Life turns about me as I stand still.

I can't move, I can't get out.

Hatred, resentment, and revenge surround me,

Trying to become my new best friends.

My heart leaps for joy at the thought of death.

And I stand still, not able to move as the pain,

Depression, hatred, revenge, and death close in on me, trapping me.

In My Eyes

You have accomplished much in this world. 

You deserve the highest respect from all.

Your years as a farmer have given you a softer,

Caring heart as you cared for each seed you planted in

The rich soil and provided for your loving family.

Time spent serving our nation in combat has given

You strength in all situations, always making the correct decisions.

Living on the plains as a cowboy has given you a more loving heart

While you cared gently for your creatures. 

The days spent fishing, waiting patiently for the tug of a

Fish on your neatly baited fishing line has given you

The patience you need for your stubborn family.

Your garden of vegetables and flowers reflect your creative

Side as well as your beauty inside and out.

You are my grandfather, the greatest one a person could ask for.

Your life is amazing, you've accomplished more than many have.

I look at your beautiful face and see the hardships you've endured

As well as the best times. And I admire and respect you.

There aren't many in this world with such persons, as yourself, in their lives.

I thank the Lord everyday for delivering me to be your granddaughter.

You're one of my favorite persons, I love you dearly and life wouldn't

Be as bright without you in my life. As time passes, I know I'll meet

You at Heaven's gate waiting for me. I'll never forget you, always

Cherishing our time spent together.

I love you with all my heart, Grandfather.